Day 32 without babe (19/7)
A telekom guy came today and fixed the streamyx. Hopefully the streamyx will be faster now. Nose itchy and keep on sneezing. I miss babe....Better rest early. Remember babe in prayer.
XOXO
Charly
Day 30 without babe(17/7)
It's a rainy day. I drove my self to badminton court and it's not hot today. Argh...didn't play well today. I missed a lot of hits :( After playing, I went to ais kacang session with my friends. Freezing cold eat ais kacang on rainy day lol.....Tired. Time for bed. Pray for babe.
XOXO
Charly
Day 26 without babe(13/7)
It's my birthday J My mum say want to go Brunei and have sushi. Went to Excapade Sushi inKuala Belait in brunei. After had sushi, went around brunei and makan angin. In the evening, got back home and ate mee sua and ate my birthday cake :). I wish that babe is here with me...I wish I can hug babe and celebrate together. I love U, Babe. Remember babe in prayer.
XOXO
Charly
Day 23 without babe(10/7)
Got up and had breakfast. Felt tired and fell asleep on the couch after online -.- Today I had a bad day. As usual I’ll go for badminton but today they change venue. I drove to the place and can’t find the badminton court. After driving around, I managed to find the court and I'm late for 20 minutes. After finished playing, I drove out and guess what…I’m lost for a while and I almost drove to Bintulu!! Luckily after I think for a while I manage to find the correct road out of that place and drove home. Time to sleep. Pray for babe.
XOXO
Charly
Day 16 without babe(3/7)
Got up and had my breakfast. Dad went for a seminar and mum went to work so I’m alone at home. Mum got back at 12 then went for lunch. In the afternoon, I drove to badminton court and play badminton. Most of the players are from Ernst & Young because one of my friend from my church is working there. Hot day…soaked with sweats..After playing, one of them suggested to eat chendol. It has been a while since I eat chendol hehe…Went home after. Went out for dinner at night. Mum bought ice-cream. I’m sleeping early tonight because feel kinda tired. Think of babe and pray for babe.
XOXO
Charly
Day 1 without babe(18/6)
Whole night, I’m just lying down thinking of babe. Waiting for the clock to tick till 6 am and I can get to chat with babe before babe flying off to travel. It’s finally 6 but babe was not online yet. Babe must be still sleeping. After half an hour plus, finally got a reply from babe J. Chat with babe for a while till babe’s leaving. I wanted to run over and give babe a hug but….I don’t think I can’t make it in time. Babe went offline and went out to wait for the bus. All I can do is to pray for babe’s journey and ask God to keep babe safely. Suddenly I got a sms from babe stating that babe is in the bus already and I feel happy. After that, I went to shower and went to uni to get my result. As expected I didn’t do well and I didn’t get a good result. I told babe about my bad result. I will work harder and not giving up. I’m aiming for 1st class and I have faith I can do it. Looks like babe is in the plane and ready to fly…. Ah how I wish I’m with babe… It’s time for me to start packing and clean my room. 80% packing, I decided to rest. I went online but babe is travelling and I miss babe L. At night, I play dota for my last time as I’m bidding goodbye to dota. Thinking of babe before I fall asleep. Pray that babe is alright.
XOXO
Charly
Day 2 without babe (19/6)
I’m ready to fly back to Malaysia. I had a lunch with Joey, Hazman and his gf. Joey send me off to the train station. While I’m in the train, I sms babe and babe replied J. I’m glad that babe is having fun even though it’s cold there hehe..yea I miss babe. Sms with babe till I finish up all my hp credits. I did not went to Newcastle, I only think of babe J. Reached Birmingham airport and I changed to my Malaysia hp number. Sms babe..but no reply. Time for boarding and my phone vibrates. It’s reply from babe J. I sms with babe before I fly. Babe…I’m not finding hot chic hot girls…u’re my favourite!!
XOXO
Charly
Day 3 without babe(20/6)
I reached KLIA. Sms babe to tell babe I’ve reached. After a while I got reply from babe. Babe’s hp battery dried no wonder babe takes so long to reply but babe going to bed already can’t sms with babe. Pray that babe will have a good rest and have enough energy for the next day. I reached semenyih and I cleaned my room. I went to shower and waited for my hair to dry. I called my mum and wished dad a happy father’s day. Thinking of babe before I fall asleep.
XOXO
Charly
Day 4 without babe(21/6)
Yii Heng went to uni to endorse some documents. After that he came to my house and pick me up for lunch(pan mee). He drove me back to his house and we just chill at his house. In the evening, I met up with my secondary friend for dinner. I had a good time chatting and eating hehe…cucumber soup and fried pork. Went back to Yii Heng’s house and he sang some songs. I slept at his house that night. Thinking of babe before I fall asleep. Prayed for babe.
XOXO
Charly
Day 5 without babe (22/6)
Yii heng disturb me sleeping -.- We went for dim sum in sri petaling and he send me off to Bandar tasik selatan. I took the KLIA express and reached KLIA. I saw my junior and she is in the same flight as me. Managed to chat a while before we board the plane. Reached Miri and I turned on my handphone. I got a sms from babe J. Feels happy. Babe, I didn’t sweet talking with other girls, it’s only for babe. Nobody nobody but babeJ. Dinner with parents. Babe told me that babe fall down -.- because she was playing with her friend. Sam dong…wish I were there to catch babe. Thinking of babe before I fall asleep. Prayed that babe is alright.
XOXO
Charly
Day 6 without babe(23/6)
Accompany my mum to buy vegetables. I went to cut my hair and I felt lighter now haha. Practiced my piano and think of babe J. Prayed for babe.
XOXO
Charly
Day 7 without babe(24/6)
I had a dream last nite about babe J.Practiced my piano. Wanted to check my teeth but the checking is only available in the morning so I need to go back tomolo morning. Helped my mum in the kitchen. Thinking of babe before I fall asleep. Prayed for babe.
XOXO
Charly
Day 8 without babe (25/6)
Woke up early and went to polyclinic. Reached there and waited for 2 hours and finally reached my turn -.- My teeth are alright and the dentist told me that it’s ok to keep the wisdom tooth if it doesn’t cause any problem. Went for lunch with my parents. In the evening, my father plucked a longan from the backyard for me to try. Yes…..A longan. Just 1. Lol. Thinking of babe before I fall asleep. Prayed for babe.
XOXO
Charly
Day 9 without babe(26/6)
In the afternoon I drove to badminton court and played with church friends. Ah…it’s so hot. I sweat even before I play -.- Sms babe. Babe told me babe had so much fun without me L heartache. I did not hide at home msn flirt with other girls and I did not dota. I miss babe. Nobody nobody but babe. Sms with babe till babe didn’t reply me. Mb she falls asleep or out of battery perhaps. Thinking of babe before I fall asleep. Prayed for babe.
XOXO
Charly
Day 10 without babe(27/6)
Had a late lunch cause mum work till 2pm. Went for night service. Came back and saw babe online J. Chat with babe but babe feels tired and didn’t really layan me L. Babe, I did not find girls. Only babe is my favourite. Thinking of babe before I fall asleep. Prayed for babe.
XOXO
Charly
Day 11 without babe(28/6)
Practiced my piano..Help my mum do house chores..Went grocery shopping with parents.. Saw babe online…wana talk to babe. Miss babe so much but babe doesn’t want to talk L Thinking of babe before I falls asleep. Prayed for babe.
XOXO
Charly
Day 12 without babe(29/6)
Went for blood test to check my cholesterol. Yea it’s still high and mum nagged again… wana chat with babe but babe dun wana layan L feels sad. Thinking of babe before I falls asleep. Prayed for babe.
XOXO
Charly
Day 13 without babe(30/6)
Wheee I dream of babe last night J Mum scolded me because I did not drink the herb soup. I can’t really stand the smell of the herb L. Told babe I dreamt of babe but babe dun believe -.- I’ve been a very good boy all this while but I don’t know why just that time I didn’t behave well. Just that time… It is true that I won’t get angry easily but doesn’t mean that can keep on trying to test my limit. Everyone has their own limit. I did went to google and translate everything for that bc…I do care and I appreciate…. I really cares and loves babe…..I don’t blame babe if babe dun trust me anymore. I prayed to God that God will change me and I won’t be the same again….I will change..with God all things are possible Connection problem and I can’t online. Sms babe and didn’t get replyL. Lie down on the bed and thinking of babe…..
XOXO
Charly
Day 14 without babe(1/7)
I got up with a bit of sore throat. I didn’t sleep well last night and I keep thinking of babe. I had my breakfast and share this little diary with babe. I continue practice my piano. My mum spoiled her hp and asked me to find a hp for her and I got her a SE hp and it will arrive the next day. I’m having porridge for today which reminds me of babe’s porridge. Got carrots in the porridge hehe… Babe took care of me and I really appreciate it J At night mum say go out for supper. After supper I came back and online. I saw babe’s msn msg. Babe I din make up stories…..I’ve been telling the truth to babe all this while because I know babe don’t like me to tell lie to babe. I miss babe and I love babe…. I think of babe before I fall asleep. Prayed for babe.
XOXO
Charly
Day 15 without babe(2/7)
I got up as usual and had my breakfast. Practice piano. Ah manage to practice 2 hour plus…aiming for 5 hour plus practice. In the evening, heavy rain and got thunder. Can’t online. Ah raining reminds me of the song…..xia yu tian le zen me ban wo hao xiang ni….I miss u babe..Time to sleep. Pray for babe.
XOXO
Charly